Random Thoughts Inside

Whenever I'm not dancing all I can think about is love. The love I have for dance. The love I have for being in love and being close to someone. I don't want to have sex I just want to cuddle. Is that a lot to ask for? Being alone is something that scares me. It's been literally 3 years since I've been in a relationship and the fact that I've been alone for all this time is driving me crazy. I just want to be close to someone. It's almost to the point to where I feel so unattractive that it's just ridiculous. I don't know. I wish I could just dance 24/7 and not have this problem but unfortunately I can't and it's constantly being thrown in my face for me to have deal with the realities of life

Ambrosius & Oedipus

When we met I didn't really know what our friendship would become. Over time it has grown to be something that I would not be able to live without. My biggest fan, my brother, and friend. Always supportive, and encouraging. We share the same passion. We love to DANCE and we both love the boys as well. The dream we share is now in our reach and obtaining it is all that matters now. Doing all that it takes to get there is all that's on my mind. The want is greater than anything else in my life right now and I'm sure that I can say the same for you too.

Oedipus is someone I look up to as a dancer.

Your technique may not be perfect but it's a level that I wish to be on one day.

You lose yourself and put all you have into all that you do.

With your support and help I know that I'll be able to obtain the goal. I'll be there for you every step of the way and I'm here for you no matter what.